Poem that was sent today: thanks Courtney
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Courtney Brockett © February 15 at 1:51pm
You have no idea how much I hate the fact
That I gave you all my love and cant get it back
Gave up everything that meant the most to me,
like my friends, social life, pride, and my integrity.
You were meant for me,
or maybe I had the wrong thought
I had my hopes high, I was rushing love, or it was just my fault.
The love was so powerful, it turned my dignity into insecurities, which turned into jealousy
or maybe you just didnt care for me
or maybe i just didnt care for myself
See, I was foolish enough to put all my emotions on a shelf.
Where you played with it whenever you had time,
Then put it back down when it was something else you wanted to find
But i would be just fine-or maybe that shit was all in my mind.
A friend once told me you have to separate reality from dreams,
but reality isnt always what it seems
dreams are for fools who doesnt know what reality means
Reality is wishing for the best, but expecting the worse
Willing to give up all sins because God comes first
Wanting the perfect man to love who you are
well maybe the distance from reality to dreams isnt that far.
Or maybe reality is a scar we're hoping to heal soon
and we use dreams like a bandage to cover the wounds
But in my case i used love as my bandage
to cover up the pain when you took advantage
And tried to hide all evidence that there was damage.
Not all lessons learned are meant to be serious
and just because your mind wonders doesnt always make you curious, or maybe a little delirious.
Youre just trying to learn to understand
and understand that you learn from where you start.
And when it comes to love, you dont love from your mind-
you love from your heart.
-Courtney
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P.S. Please feel free to read others I posted on my notes. Your feedback is appreciated :)©
That I gave you all my love and cant get it back
Gave up everything that meant the most to me,
like my friends, social life, pride, and my integrity.
You were meant for me,
or maybe I had the wrong thought
I had my hopes high, I was rushing love, or it was just my fault.
The love was so powerful, it turned my dignity into insecurities, which turned into jealousy
or maybe you just didnt care for me
or maybe i just didnt care for myself
See, I was foolish enough to put all my emotions on a shelf.
Where you played with it whenever you had time,
Then put it back down when it was something else you wanted to find
But i would be just fine-or maybe that shit was all in my mind.
A friend once told me you have to separate reality from dreams,
but reality isnt always what it seems
dreams are for fools who doesnt know what reality means
Reality is wishing for the best, but expecting the worse
Willing to give up all sins because God comes first
Wanting the perfect man to love who you are
well maybe the distance from reality to dreams isnt that far.
Or maybe reality is a scar we're hoping to heal soon
and we use dreams like a bandage to cover the wounds
But in my case i used love as my bandage
to cover up the pain when you took advantage
And tried to hide all evidence that there was damage.
Not all lessons learned are meant to be serious
and just because your mind wonders doesnt always make you curious, or maybe a little delirious.
Youre just trying to learn to understand
and understand that you learn from where you start.
And when it comes to love, you dont love from your mind-
you love from your heart.
-Courtney
✭ ✮ ✯ ✰ ★
P.S. Please feel free to read others I posted on my notes. Your feedback is appreciated :)©
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