☮ ☯ A fr33spiRits ThoughtS Vol #3™☮ ☯

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~What is LOVE~
it is a emotion that is hard to describe you can only experience that feeling with the person that GOD sent for you.....

Okay FB fam I have been single since god knows when I have never been in a committed relationship with anybody male or females
I have had alot of crushes and vice versa, I look at people in the real world and on twitter,FB,yahoo,google,Myspace,etc....and they have this awesome life: Meaning GOD has found them somebody that would make them true, doesnt matter how they look,what they wear,what race,what school background or lifestyle they had before.
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Just today I notice something that made me smile, I decided that I was gonna finish nursing school at the same school I dropped out of 6 years ago today (2005), In 2005 I was 19 years old and a freshman at J sargeant Reynolds community college and My major is/was Nursing......Long story short God always has a ending for you life because those same people that I met in 2005 is in my life now that I lost contact with a few years ago, except for a few people that decided to walk out, for there own personal reason ((I so yet to forgive them for...Probaly NEVER)) anyways its true if somebody walks out of your life let them go.....if they come back ((does not matter how many times)) then GOD put them there for you to learn for that reason....I have learned alot from me being a 19 year old wild child to a Mature beautiful 25 year old college graduate (2007) I had so MANY setbacks and failures I lost count and gave up...but GOD never left me but I have to see that and I feel like I became that 19 year old freshman back in 2005 that was not seeking GOD's plans but my own selfish desires,wants,needs....and doing destructive things Iam doing now I want to leave this cycle but the more people I talk to besides GOD to give me a spiritual direction the more fustrated and confused I become and I stay in my set ways of distancing myself from everybody.....Running from relationships because of the disaster I had in 2008 telling a certian guyfriend that I feel in LOVE with him made me change the way I look at LOVE forever....I don't say LOVE anymore I only say it to me and my fam ((sometimes)) and my new puppy coming soon.....The main ppl who complian on FB is the ones who have children,but they dont understand they have a child a blessing from god....I chose not to have kids until Iam a happily married woman.....but Iam not that wifey material that most ppl see me as Iam a freespirit, a nurse, a good friend, a sister,....<3 Maybe one day I WILL settle down and get married and have children of my own....but I just need to leave that cycle of all MEN are dogs and Some Females are FAKE smh <3

until next post Dueces <3

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