★ ☆Diary Of the Freespirited Hippi3 vol #2★ ☆

★ ☆ My take on 2011...SO FAR★ ☆

★ ☆ its been one crazy journey mostly good ones
★ ☆ I have had some weird encounters I will NEVER forget

★ ☆ I wanna share something about a question I posted a few days ago: Forgiveness★ ☆

 I have a VERY VERY hard time with this because even though I may forgive certian situations and forgive them I still have this anger and revenge in the back of my mind: meaning that person should feel worse than me know what it is like to walk in my shoes of how they WAS when you dont trust there character or them as a person ((Christians and NON-spiritual alike)) I know in the bible it says, Forgive those who trespass aganist thee. I know this is true, but me feeling like Im in a opposite universe from most of my friends and family sometimes its NOT much that I can go off of that, Talking does not work (been there done that; it turns into a bigger arguement) I tried smiling, Ive tried talking to ppl who was in that same category, I tried to go to church and pray for these ppl, Nothing has worked......Idk maybe I need some type of anger therapy sessions with a stranger instead of friends, I did let go of these ppl but I just wanna see them hit rock bottom and stop smiling like everything is soooooo peachy keen when honestly they have so much darkness,lies,unforgiving ways, a bad personality.....I dont wanna be a sweetheart to a person who doesnt care about NOBODY but themselves and I wish god would tell them off and say they are wrong since no one on this planet has done that yet....when that day comes then I will forgive my few enemies UNTIL THEN; 2011 forgiving somebody is far off my agenda I will walk in silence and not say a damn word, no hello (Im to honest to fake a hello), I will not smile at you nor give my eyes a second look....if you seen me and thinking WOW she looking at them like they need to hang themselves off I-95 or run into a wall, or just have this sudden urge to go and basically kill themselves then YOU R PROBALY right ://///

Until next post Dueces
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