Hello bloggers,
this is Tasha T. again
I just spent my second whole night in florida but my first night alone without my family here close by it was a stressful day, but worth the time I had, Iam excited because I hope I get my name apartment monday or tuesday to call my home for a long time in Orlando.
Now I did say I have a fulltime job in bradenton/sarasota florida that starts monday april 18th, 2011 and its a 1hr drive but I usually go in at 5am so I get there in time....I love clearwater beach and anna maria islands and I love orlando,kissimee, maitland, alamonte springs and orange county florida I have been here 3 times in several months for vacations but now I will be living here, Imma just pray and wait but I will claim this like my new job....Iam excited but scared....
I was always known as independent, humble and freespirit I love to travel, enjoy life everyday GOD has a way of working things out when you least expect what you pray for, but time always helps out when you be patient and positive, still have flaws but I can fix them here now...
I also miss alot of people in VA, all my besties and my fam and 3 amazing guys I met in the past two months/encountered
Roy is a awesome guy we have soooo much in common he does everything like me, freespirit and enjoys life
he is cute ladies so dont fall too hard for him but he is a sweetheart which is a hugh plus in my book, but a very very busy guy he makes his money by rebuilding cars and owning his buisnesses so if you use to a guy like that go for it.... :)
Izzy I have met him in high school and we never really talked much in school but now I like him alot wish he was here now...he is a cutie and sweetpie :)
cory I met in 2005 by a mutual friend (bff) that made me hooked on him ever since and I will always love him as a man/father that he is never dated but if we did I would still be with him, Im into long term friendship/relationships we gradually became good friends sad I never got to chance to say goodbye in person. :(
So I will post my next blog in may so until then stay blessed and enjoy life like your last day
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Miss T (DME) DimeMissesENT ATL, GA
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Saturday, April 16, 2011
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Thursday, April 07, 2011
Update 2.....
Hey bloggers,
My twitter site is SHUT DOWN indefinitely
I feel that social networking is getting to be too much like competition and work,
it does keep up with latest news, but thats why its newspaper and TV
I dont look at either.
so plz if you want to stay up with updates read the signature below: (Please do NOT ask for my phone number the answer is NO)
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Update......
Hey bloggers,
I have not posted any new blogs because I have been very very busy this past month and it was very exciting and stressful but I'am in the process of moving to bradenton, florida Why you ask? because last month I recieved a phone call from a job I previously I applied for in Dec 2010 I thought nothing of it because my spirit was not really moving foward but backwards; and I must say my friends who are strong believers made a prayer that I couldnt refuse; I was so depressed in january and feb, I needed change something that no one would ever do NOT EVEN SINGLE people I know, so that phone call came around march my mom was the one who answered and it was the job I applied for back in DEC 2010 she asked me if I wanted to interview I sai yes, not knowing that this job was located in bradenton (outside of tampa) so I took two weeks off work to do my job interview I knew I already had the job god put that there I didnt speak on it for months, Now Iam moving down to florida with a fulltime job, with benefits paid education
Iam not a perfect woman NOBODY is GOD has plans for everybodys life I thank him without Facebook,blogger audiences, GOD knows my heart flaws and all, I have things and issues I need to work on, I feel this move is a big adjustment and a new start for me and Iam scared but excited because Iam living my dream I always said that I wanted to go to florida but as a vacation now its a home for me to make things new with GOD and myself, I love my family and friends in virginia and I appreciated all the failures and mistakes because now it can be erased, Iam in my middle to late 20's, Not married, not pets, no children I can do whatever and whenever....I choose this life stress free and hustle hard to support MYSELF in a new enviroment it anit gonna be easy NOTHING is but I know I always have GOD to protect me.
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Monday, March 14, 2011
Marsha Ambrosius - Far Away
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Saturday, March 12, 2011
{{March Madness™}}☯ ♥ ✌Giving a R3st to My R3aL Dreadlocks☯ ♥ ✌
March MadNeSS ContinuED:
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✭ ✮ ✯ ✰ ★SO I have been Rocking Dreadlock extensions for almost 2months in the color 33 dark auburn over my real dreads, My hair has been growing rapidly so I had to remove the extension hair to retwist my regular dreads, so since my real hair is taking a break I have decided to go back to my lace front wigs the curly styles I love the curly lace front the is human hair because just like dreads it has its positive versatility with colors and length but negative effects of costly maintainace since Iam going on a budget in another week Iam going to stick with one lace wig that I can rock straight or curly I found a good website besides the traditional websites I usaully go to www.sassysecret.com and Mswigs.com have very good quality wigs: SO for the time being its best that I have alternative methods with my natural hair I will post a video soon of my styles as well as a article on natural hair and dreadlocks
My natural Hair Journey in a glance I have been natural since aug 2009 and I gave up using the creamy crack method that is not made for any enthic background meaning anybody who has some type of mixed heritage should not be using a manmade lye that is caustic and damaging to the growing follicles and vitmans that our hair needs to grow no wonder I have been reading so many hair magazines and articles in them that ask why wont my hair grow because of the abuse that WE ALL fall for in the market and media its hard to understand if youre use to not being a nappykid; I was once in that group that straight hair was in, like clothes, shoes, and other things but since Iam now in my late 20's and been outta the high school fashion frenzy I wear and rock anything that is colorful and suits my face I have wore my hair permed,short,quickweaves,colors,dyes,glued,sewin,braids of all kinds,dreads,and my favorite wigs including lacewigs which I think is the best invented because it helps those who is suffering from hair loss, those who have accidental hair loss for chemical damage or medications, cancer patients, and apolecia which is disease that causes moderate to severe hair loss; lace wigs was used by medical purposes and celebrities who have to constantly perform under heated lights so if you are looking for a break from your natural hair or transitioning of perms and dyes look up on youtube and lace wig websites for more infomation ✭ ✮ ✯ ✰ ★
Until Next Post
Dueces✌
Tuesday, February 15, 2011
♥ ❤ ❥MoViNg FoWaRD♥ ❤ ❥™
♥ ❤ ❥I hope everybody is Enjoying My blog entries these past two days:♥ ❤ ❥
GOD has done some amazing things these few weeks; I thought I lost hope; I still have issues with others I need to address....
Today will mark the day that will change My life forever, Iam leaving VA and heading south for a few months I dont know WHEN the exact date will be; Unfortunately I will have to cut my hours at my current job here in VA or Resign....Since Iam not in school until May I should have time to get myself together.
I know the past few weeks I have been posting: Statuses on FB "Iam moving to Florida" That is not GOD's plan so I listened to him and decided my second choice.
I hope I keep running my FB,Twitter,and Blogger websites frequently to inspire my friends,family,enemies,and strangers who Just need a laugh,smile,or HOPE....
I will miss those who have been there for me since day ONE; Other than GOD, Iam blessed that I have these people who is the roots to my happiness they help me grow NOT fall; To my enemies I pray for you, I have NOT learned the RIGHT way to forgive but Iam Trying PLEASE BARE WITH ME ♥ ❤ ❥
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♡ A Poem: By Courtney Brockett♡©
That I gave you all my love and cant get it back
Gave up everything that meant the most to me,
like my friends, social life, pride, and my integrity.
You were meant for me,
or maybe I had the wrong thought
I had my hopes high, I was rushing love, or it was just my fault.
The love was so powerful, it turned my dignity into insecurities, which turned into jealousy
or maybe you just didnt care for me
or maybe i just didnt care for myself
See, I was foolish enough to put all my emotions on a shelf.
Where you played with it whenever you had time,
Then put it back down when it was something else you wanted to find
But i would be just fine-or maybe that shit was all in my mind.
A friend once told me you have to separate reality from dreams,
but reality isnt always what it seems
dreams are for fools who doesnt know what reality means
Reality is wishing for the best, but expecting the worse
Willing to give up all sins because God comes first
Wanting the perfect man to love who you are
well maybe the distance from reality to dreams isnt that far.
Or maybe reality is a scar we're hoping to heal soon
and we use dreams like a bandage to cover the wounds
But in my case i used love as my bandage
to cover up the pain when you took advantage
And tried to hide all evidence that there was damage.
Not all lessons learned are meant to be serious
and just because your mind wonders doesnt always make you curious, or maybe a little delirious.
Youre just trying to learn to understand
and understand that you learn from where you start.
And when it comes to love, you dont love from your mind-
you love from your heart.
-Courtney
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P.S. Please feel free to read others I posted on my notes. Your feedback is appreciated :)©
☯ ♥ ✌UrbanLegendS: The Tale behind 4/20☯ ♥ ✌
Whats 4/20 it is Known as....
"pothead day''..."NationalWeedDay''..."theGreatSmokeOut''...''GettingHighDay''...."IamStonedDay''
"Puff Puff and Pass Day''
Just to Name a FEW..........
☯ ♥ ✌LOv3,P3aCe,and WeeD☯ ♥ ✌
The meaning~4/20 ((let me put my B**** down for a min))
420, indeed, was thought of years ago as the time of day some people got together to smoke pot. Now it is used as code for "Let's go get high." Also, some people consider it to be April 20th that is "National Pot Smoking Day."
I prefer all of the above
It was Originally 420 was created by the waldo's in 1971 they would get together that day and smoke weed and has been this way since Im not entirely sure but california is the ONLY State that Legalized the use of Marijuana for Medical purpose ((dont we all have something wrong))....Canada is the only country ((as far as I know)) that Legalized Marijuana for medical purposes...also
SO to all You Potheads,Stoners,Weedheads,Keep on smoking anit nothing wrong with not caring about the day as long as there is no DRUG TEST invovled later LOL....
☯ ♥ ✌LOv3,P3aCe,and WeeD☯ ♥ ✌
"Happy Weed Day 2011."
April 20,2011
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☥Black History 365☥ Why is it in the shortest MONTH of the Year☥
☥Why is Black history 28 days???☥
The pagan holidays have longer days then our only chance of honoring the heroes and current black leaders that is fighting for all minorities aganist racisim,poverty,unemployment,segregation,education,immigration....
For years I have asked why is black history month celebrated in FEB but I have yet to get a solid answer, I have been fed alot of bullshit in my life. I have recently stopped celebrating alot of holidays because they have become useless,time consuming,and a spending war aganist society.....oops I meant to say social class...of the low income,middle class,somewhat rich,and white collar.
As a young women growing up in a hateful and materialistic world sometimes I get rebellious aganist certian issues and things people take for granted anyways even if it is unintentional, I have to live and die in this damn uneducated society, and we say those third world countries dont have what we have...Shit....they glad they dont because they know what was done to get half of the things that we have today, At one point I was into designer, and big houses and a nice ass car....but Now since people is losing their jobs and unemployment is at a undisclosed high rate, ((meaning the gov nor media will tell the real truth of the statistics)) I appreciate what I have now, because we can lose that too...Iam not knocking the people who fought and worked very very hard to get out of poverty and struggle to make ends meat day in and day out....but the more and more I see the the other parts of the world who have been struggling for years with political setbacks and religion
WE ALL have something to be thankful for. The black leaders who brought justice and peace to the nation today will always be remembered as GOD's creation of one world; not young,rich,poor,old,black,white,christian,atheist,spanish,dominican, puerto rican,skinny,fat,ugly,pretty,....Because when GOD created this world we was created unique individuals and we have a chance now to change the world. Even though our president is getting slammed with past issues that shouldve have been handled in the last three adminsitration he is doing the best he can to help us all....It is very annoying and ignorrant to say that he is only helping black people, if he was helping black people WE WOULD ALL BE RICH?....thats just like me saying President Bush is helping the rich and upper class who is stealing oil from other nations and stealing tax money from the hard working americans who struggle to pay this shit back to the IRS every year; and praying that our asses get a refund from our dependents, and schools,housing,public services, smh.....It is a shame that we are slaves to bullshit.
☥So I ask this question again why is Black history 28 days???☥
☑MY NAME IS TASHA T. AND I APPROVE THIS MESSAGE☑
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Monday, February 14, 2011
♪ ♫ ♩ ♬What Happen To Music: Black History Month Edition 2011♪ ♫ ♩ ♬
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Rap Vs. Hip-Hop:
Hip-Hop Started in the Bronx:
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Hip-Hop As a Melting Pot:
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☥The Story of the Ankh☥((Before the christian cross))
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By ras | March 1, 2008
In Ancient Kemet (the land of the black) later renamed Egypt by the Greeks, the ankh was known as the symbol of life and fertility, both to give and sustain, as well as the afterlife. The ankh has also been associated with material things such as water, air, sun and also the gods and kings. Ancient Egyptian Kings were seen holding and being given ankhs. The ankh amulet was worn to extend the life of the living and placed on a mummy to energise the resurrected spirit.
As a talisman the ankh is a powerful protection symbol from the forces of decay and destruction and acts as a conduit for the divine unseen power of the universe.
The loop of the ankh represents the womb and the elongated section the penis. The unification of which brings life.
The loop can also represent eternal life and the cross below the material plane. Looking like a key it is said to be the key to enternal life after death.
The ankh is often set in the same category as the Girdle of Isis, as a symbol of eternity. This is not because its straight lines may be lengthened in the imagination to infinity, but because they converge upon and meet in a closed loop. This loop symbolizes the inexhaustible essence of the life force identified with isis, from whom life flows in all its forms. it is therefore carried by all those who wish to share her life. Hence the ankh may be identified with the Tree of Life, with its trunk and foliage.
The symbol of the millions of years of the life to come. The loop is the perfect symbol of what has neither beginning nor end and stands for the soul which is eternal because it has sprung from the spiritual essence of the gods. The cross erpresents the state of trance in which te neophyte struggled, or, more precisely, the state of death, the crucifixion of the chosen victim, and in some temples the priests used to lay the neophyte on a bed shaped like the cross… The possessor of the geometric key to the hidden mysteries, of which the symbol was this very looped cross, was able to open the gates of the Kingdom of the Dead and penetrate the hidden meaning of eternal life.
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SonG in My IpoD/youtube: Erykah Badu~Window Seat ♬♪ ♭♫♪
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Widow seat has recieved so much media attention because not only was in shot in Dallas,TX but Erykah badu was so into this song that she stripped buttnaked in front of cameras and the public: She was Officialy charged with Disorderly conduct and indecent exposure tacked on with a $500 fine from the dallas Attorneys office and dallas police Department
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I Respect the artist as they continue to enlighten me with there talent and music skills I do not by any means own any content that was written or posted; Iam a NeoSoul Fan and I love Erykah and Respect her beliefs and Music as she wants to be known....Human make mistakes; GOD forgives ALL
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"Dear Sunday Part Duex By Ladawn Jones"©
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"Dear Sunday and Dear Vday®" By Ladawn Jones and Tasha T.
[[To the people who can handle a joke read and laugh all u want me and ladawn posted these because we was forced to go to church as kids now as we look back we can laugh about how crazy churches is NOW]]
IF YOU ARE EASILY OFFENDED DON'T READ IT #THATISALL
Dear Sunday,
{{random]] wondering why pastor's who have kids are usually the kids who do the most wrong, and completely opposite of what his mother/father preaches.....smdh....guess they was so busy trynna reach the congregation that they 4get to reach out to their own kids......money is the root of all evil.......#smdh @ dat damn offering plate
((Ladawn u got me thinking))
Dear Sunday,
Why cant they pick a set time like 9am because Niggas dont wanna be sitting up in church past lunch, dinner or anything that invovles food...I swear everybody be in church thinking about eating Mickey D's or WaWa after church......that means they was not listening to the sermon from jump.....#...dowego2hell
Dear Vday,
Cupid u suck,
THE HIDDEN TRUTH ABOUT VALENTINES DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DONT BE CAUGHT UP IN THE SYSTEM!!!!!!!©
THE HIDDEN TRUTH ABOUT VALENTINES DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DONT BE CAUGHT UP IN THE SYSTEM!!!!!!!
by LaDawn Jones on Monday, February 14, 2011 at 9:51am©
When we think of Valentine's Day, we call to mind hearts, chocolates, flowers and expressions of love. Yet before joining in the fun, wouldn't it be wise to know where this tradition came from?
First, we should understand that Valentine's Day began when the early Roman Catholic Church tried to Christianize an ancient pagan Roman holiday called Lupercalia. That celebration was a licentious festival that honored Lupercus, the hero-hunter of wolves. This festival was so immensely popular among the Roman people that church leaders included it in their calendar, hoping to retain their new parishioners and turn them from sexual licentiousness to morality by linking it to a saint.
The saint they chose for this mid-February Roman festival was St. Valentine. One source explains: "St. Valentine is believed to have been a Roman priest who was martyred on this day [February 14] around [A.D.] 270. How he became the patron saint of lovers remains a mystery, but one theory is that the Church used the day of St. Valentine's martyrdom in an attempt to Christianize the old Roman Lupercalia, a pagan festival held around the middle of February.
"Part of the ancient ceremony entailed putting girls' names in a box and letting the boys draw them out. Couples would thus be paired off until the following year. The Church substituted saints' names for girls' names, in the hope that the participant would model his life after the saint whose name he drew.
"But by the 16th century, it was once again girls' names that ended up in the box. Eventually the custom of sending anonymous cards or messages to those one admired became the accepted way of celebrating St. Valentine's Day" (Helene Henderson and Sue Ellen Thompson, editors, Holidays, Festivals, and Celebrations of the World Dictionary, "Valentine's Day," 2005, p. 576).
Although all historical sources contain some of the same notions about how Valentine's Day developed, each one highlights another facet of the story. Another states: "Some people have tried to connect the historical Saint Valentine with the later practices of Valentine's Day by saying that the saint married couples despite the emperor's prohibition, or that he sent a note signed 'from your Valentine' to the daughter of his jailer.
"However, the early Christian saint Valentine probably had nothing to do with the traditions later celebrated on his feast day; it is simply by his placement in the Christian calendar that his name became associated with it. Later, the word valentine may have been confused with the Norman French word galantine, meaning lover of women, as the g and v were often interchangeable in common pronunciation.
"In any case, February 14 gradually became a traditional date for exchanging love messages, and Saint Valentine became the patron saint of lovers" (Macmillan Profiles: Festivals and Holidays, 1999, p. 363).
Theories differ as to how a holiday for lovers developed in February. Some think the mating of birds at that time of year is connected with the tradition:
"One is based on the belief throughout rural Europe during the Middle Ages that the birds began to mate on February 14. Chaucer, in his 'Parliament of Foules,' refers to the belief in this way: For this was Seynt Valentyne's day. When every foul cometh ther to choose his mate" (Stephen Christianson, The American Book of Days, 2000, p. 139).
Regardless of the varied sources and ambiguous history of Valentine's Day, a few identifiable points continue to surface: Valentine's Day originated with an ancient pagan Roman feast called Lupercalia. That festival was based on fertility and sexual licentiousness. In the third century, the Roman Catholic Church attempted to Christianize the ancient festival practice by naming it after a martyr.
The hope was that the festival adherents would thereafter follow the examples of church saints, no longer engaging in the ancient practice of free sex while honoring an ancient god. Despite some success, the holiday still contributes to immorality among many and promotes a wrong view of love.
A counterfeit holiday
Something that is counterfeit always indicates there is something real that it stands in place of, the genuine article. Could the same be true of a holiday? The roots of Valentine's Day lie in a pagan festival, not the Bible. In the Catholic Church's efforts to "Christianize" a pagan festival to gain adherents, did it overlook the real thing—holidays that reflect God's perspective on love and giving?
In fact, what was overlooked in the adoption of pagan holidays was God's true Holy Days and what they mean. We can find all of God's Holy Days or festivals listed in Leviticus 23. And you can also find in the New Testament that Jesus Christ, the apostles and the entire early Church all kept those exact same festivals. Jude is apparently referring to these when he writes of "your love feasts" in Jude 12.
In contrast, the holidays that are widely celebrated in modern Christendom, including Valentine's Day, are not found in the pages of the Bible. Instead, they are largely rooted in ancient pagan holidays that have been given a veneer of Christianity.
The truth shall set you free....My NAME IS TASHA T. AND I APPROVE THIS MESSAGE✔
©By Ladawn Jones
♥ ❤A Poem Haters: By Maya Angelou♥ ❤©
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"Haters/ By Maya Angelou"©
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A hater is someone who is jealous and envious and spends all theirtime trying to make you look small so they can look tall.They are very negative people to say the least. Nothing is evergood enough!
When you make your mark, you will always attract some haters...
That's why you have to be careful with whom you share yourblessings and your dreams, because some folk can't handle seeingyou blessed...
It's dangerous to be like somebody else.... If God wanted you to belike somebody else, He would have given you what He gave them! Right?
You never know what people have gone through to get what theyhave...
The problem I have with haters is that they see my glory, but theydon't know my story...
If the grass looks greener on the other side of the fence, youcan rest assured that the water bill is higher there too!
We've all got some haters among us!
Some people envy you because you can:a) Have a relationship with Godb) Light up a room when you walk inc) Start your own businessd) Tell a man/woman to hit the curb(if he/she isn't about the right thing)e) you are a strong person and don't let people run you overf) you have a strong and loving marriage and they can't get in-between spouses to spoil it
Haters can't stand to see you happy.Haters will never want to see you succeed.Most of our haters are people who are supposed to beon our side (like some family and friends).
How do you handle your undercover haters?You can handle these haters by:
1. Knowing who you are & who your true friends are*(VERY IMPORTANT!!)
2. Having a purpose to your life: Purpose does notmean having a job. You can have a job and still beunfulfilled.
A purpose is having a clear sense of what God has called you to be.Your purpose is not defined by what others think about you.
3. By remembering that what you have is by divineprerogative and not human manipulation.
Fulfill your dreams! You only have one life to live...when its yourtime to leave this earth, you want to be able to say, 'I've lived mylife and fulfilled my dreams, Now I'm ready to go HOME!
When God gives you favor, you can tell your haters, 'Don't look atme...Look at who is in charge of me...'
Pass this to all of your family & friends who you know arenot hating on you including the person who sent it to you.
If you don't get it back, maybe you called somebody out!Don't worry about it, it's not your problem, it's theirs.Just pray for them, that their life can be as fulfilled asyours! Watch out for Haters...BUT most of all don't becomea HATER!
✞'A woman's heart should be so hidden in Christ that a manshould have to seek Him first to find her.'✞
- Maya Angelou ©
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ღツKeep it 100%...100 truths about me™ღツ
Posted: 2010
WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. last beverage: sprite
2. last phone call: vashti
3. last text message: edy
4. last song you listened to: My baby Nicki minaj ft. drake-moment for life (track 7), save me (track 6), Nicki minaj ft. rihanna- Fly, Nicki minaj-How could you do that, Nicki minaj ft. rihanna-madhouse, Kanye west Ft. jay-z, rick ross,nicki minaj-monster
5. last time you cried: last night
6. dated someone twice = naw
HAVE YOU EVER:
7. been cheated on = never because I never dated anyone....but I did find out one of them was still married tho smdh
8. kissed someone & regretted it = No not at all
9. lost someone special = yes, recently
10. been depressed = yes not going to talk about it, but look where it brought me today
11. been drunk and threw up = yes when I was a freshman in college, who didn't lol....
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. PURPLE
13. black
14. light blue like my smurf (my car)
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)
15. Made a new friend?: Yea
16. Fallen out of love?: Just did
17. Laughed until you cried?: yes all the time
18. Met someone who changed you?: Alot
19. Found out who your true friends were?: OMG YES
20. Found out someone was talking about you?: yea, gave them two middle fingers
21. Kissed anyone on your fb friend's list ?: Yes, one and the other is not a friend on my FB list
22. How many people on your fb friends list do you know in real life: like 200 ppl outta the other 368 lol
GENERAL:
24. Do you have any pets: naw my fish died over the summer :o((
25. Do you want to change your name?: nope Iam unique
26. What did you do for your last birthday: party hard
27. What time did you wake up today: whenever my eyes open
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: on this computer lol
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: graduation from nursing school and florida
30. Last time you saw your Mother: downstairs lol
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: nothing there is a reason for everything its how you handle it is all on you....
32. What are you listening to right now: nothing but the heater lol
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: that myspace dude
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: nothing my brother is gone today lol
35. Most visited webpage: facebook and google
37. Nicknames: T,Trouble,sexy,cutie,t-square,TT,black hippie,Rebel to the fullest
38. Relationship Status: single
39. Zodiac Sign: Sagitarius all day lol
40. He or She: she?...huh?
41. Elementary: Chalkley elementary
42. Middle School: Manchester middle 1998
43. High School: Meadowbrook 2004
44. Hair Color: idk Iam a women of many faces, I love changes
45. Long or short: short hair: does not matter I have done both and can rock it
46. Height: 5' 2
48: What do you like about yourself?: my personality
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: yes
49. Piercings?: 5
50. Tattoos?: 5
51. Righty or lefty?: Righty
52. First surgery = small biopsy on my hand in 2007
FIRSTS:
53. First piercing = ears
54. First best friend(s) = courtney davis,edy,latoya green-quarrels,tavisha ivey,alexis,shakeytia
55. First sport you joined = cheerleader
58. First pair of trainers= um do you mean my bike or bra....
59. Eating - some food lol
RIGHT NOW:
60. Drinking - a sprite
61. I'm about to - fall asleep typing this
62. Listening to - music
63. Waiting for - God
64. Want kids?- idk
65. Get Married?- NO
66. Career?- Registered Nurse
67. Lips or eyes? = eyes and lips
WHICH IS BETTER :
68. Hugs or kisses = both
69. Shorter or taller = tall
70. Older or Younger = same or older
71. Romantic or spontaneous = spontaneous
72. Nice stomach or nice arms = doesn't matter
73. Sensitive or loud = sensitive
74. Hook-up or relationship = neither, Iam a hopeless romantic
75. Trouble maker or hesitant = trouble maker
76. Kissed a stranger = um gross
HAVE YOU EVER :
77. Drank hard liquor = naw
78. Lost glasses/contacts = alot
79. Sex on first date = ........
80. Broken someone's heart = idk
81. Had your own heart broken = recently
83. Turned someone down = plenty
84. Cried when someone died = alot lately
85. Fallen for a friend = YES, many times
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself = Most definitely
87. Miracles = mostly
88. Love at first sight = yea
89. Heaven = YES
90. Santa Claus = my parents lol
91. Kiss on the first date= mayb
92. Angels = Guardian
93. Had more than one bf/gf?: Never dated so idk lol
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Is there one person you want to be with right now?: Yes but he does not notice ;o)
95. Did you sing today?: naw
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: No but the ones who are dating have wanted to be with me and them to NOPE....
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go, and why?: Back to 1992 when we didnt worry about all this stuff thats going on now...and meeting some awesome friends
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: nothing lessons are a blessing
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: yes...I have been hurt too much to take anymore
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: yeaa
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☮ ☯A freespirit thoughts Vol #1 by Tasha T.☥☮ ☯
"My future can be bright if I stop dimming my damn blessings" {｡^◕‿◕^｡}
εїз~ Iam a easy loving person I guess thats why guys get attracted to me so fast lol
εїз~ spontaneous enough said
εїз~ as u noticed I have changed colleges on my info like five times but Im moving to florida regardless what year Im done with school.~ marriage is far from reach right now
εїз~ Iam still single; idk if dudes can handle a girl who does and says what she wants.
εїз~ I have no kids and I dont plan on having any until I have a husband that is willing to share that responsibility with me.
εїз~ Love gets so overrated sometimes; Sex is too just saying.
εїз~ this world I was brought into is cruel punishment of politics and religion why cant it just be one religion for all.
εїз~ I still have feelings or feeling some type of way about a certian dude not bad tho he already know LOL but yea he got somebody (which I figured u dont have to speak)
εїз~ advice fellas actions speak louder
εїз~ Im not a mean person I just hate when certian ppl test me they know I can be a bit**
εїз~ I never cheat on any person I date; Never have...Never will waste of energy and drama that is pointless.
εїз~ there is a difference between love making and sex remember that.
εїз~ ladies and fellas when you decide to have sex plz let it be with somebody who realizes that it is permanent; meaning that person takes your soul regardless if you done this years ago...And you dont have to be in love with them...they will always be a part of your life.
εїз~ it is ok to wait; sex is not a priority but a option, I applaud the ppl who are virgins still.
εїз~ NO I stopped smokin weed in 2007 (that may change lol)
εїз~ florida is where I wanna raise my family
εїз~ Iam NOT a model; Iam going to school to be a registered nurse/nurse practioner/ pre-med ~ biology geek to the fullest
εїз~ I stay to myself
εїз~ I dont go out I stop going to clubs in 2007
εїз~ I love my crazy 2nd fam~ nerd/weirdo to the fullest freespirit kick ass rebel~ two more tattoos and one more piercing and Im good....
εїз~ if I do get married Im not getting married in a church traditional wedding mayb I will just have a awesome reception party....
εїз~ I have rocked natural hair est. 2009; Iam rocking locs now....
εїз~ Iam not a MEMBER of any church; Iam spiritual not religious.
εїз~ Music is awesome as well as my guitar that I need to play again.
εїз~ I currently have 5 piercings (10 soon) and 5 tattoos (which three have a story behind) will have two more stories on my body soon keep watching.
εїз~ going to college this summer in orlando and daytona beach FL.
εїз~joining a sisterhood and honor will pledge as Delta sigma theta
εїз~my future can be bright if I stop dimming my damn blessings.
εїз~ I think one day Imma go up in front of the church and say thank you lord for getting me through this ridiculously long service AMEN (as I get off stage and walk out to my car).
εїз~ I think everybody at my job wanna see me drunk one day it will be damn hilarious
εїз~I wanna go to a butterfly farm; I ♥ butterflys
εїз~ STEELERS ROCK!
εїз~ Yes I'am Bi-Sexual; but that does not mean Imma hit on every female or nigga that know me in the past,present or future
εїз~ I love texting
εїз~ I love food
εїз~ I love animals (Iam not a part of any humane society)
εїз~ I love badbit**es just like ME
εїз~ This is the ONLY certified FB page (I dont have a Myspace account anymore)
εїз~ Iam not into the dating seen; I have never had a real committed relationship; God had his reasons for me not to date all these years but he does have a plan for me though.
εїз~ Iam very strongminded,outspoken,kindhearted,will do anything for anybody,Iam very nochalant about things but I can snap on you at ANY given time; dont take MY sweetheart persona for a weakness or joyride....
εїз~ God knows my habits,flaws,mistakes I dont need ppl reminding me to fix it; it takes time didnt anybody tell u blessings dont happen overnight but for those who pray silent and wait recieve the greatest gift ♥
♥ ModErNd@yblkHippi304 ♥
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★ ☆Diary Of the Freespirited Hippi3 vol #2★ ☆
★ ☆ My take on 2011...SO FAR★ ☆
★ ☆ its been one crazy journey mostly good ones
★ ☆ I have had some weird encounters I will NEVER forget
★ ☆ I wanna share something about a question I posted a few days ago: Forgiveness★ ☆
I have a VERY VERY hard time with this because even though I may forgive certian situations and forgive them I still have this anger and revenge in the back of my mind: meaning that person should feel worse than me know what it is like to walk in my shoes of how they WAS when you dont trust there character or them as a person ((Christians and NON-spiritual alike)) I know in the bible it says, Forgive those who trespass aganist thee. I know this is true, but me feeling like Im in a opposite universe from most of my friends and family sometimes its NOT much that I can go off of that, Talking does not work (been there done that; it turns into a bigger arguement) I tried smiling, Ive tried talking to ppl who was in that same category, I tried to go to church and pray for these ppl, Nothing has worked......Idk maybe I need some type of anger therapy sessions with a stranger instead of friends, I did let go of these ppl but I just wanna see them hit rock bottom and stop smiling like everything is soooooo peachy keen when honestly they have so much darkness,lies,unforgiving ways, a bad personality.....I dont wanna be a sweetheart to a person who doesnt care about NOBODY but themselves and I wish god would tell them off and say they are wrong since no one on this planet has done that yet....when that day comes then I will forgive my few enemies UNTIL THEN; 2011 forgiving somebody is far off my agenda I will walk in silence and not say a damn word, no hello (Im to honest to fake a hello), I will not smile at you nor give my eyes a second look....if you seen me and thinking WOW she looking at them like they need to hang themselves off I-95 or run into a wall, or just have this sudden urge to go and basically kill themselves then YOU R PROBALY right ://///
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~What is LOVE~
it is a emotion that is hard to describe you can only experience that feeling with the person that GOD sent for you.....
Okay FB fam I have been single since god knows when I have never been in a committed relationship with anybody male or females
I have had alot of crushes and vice versa, I look at people in the real world and on twitter,FB,yahoo,google,Myspace,etc....and they have this awesome life: Meaning GOD has found them somebody that would make them true, doesnt matter how they look,what they wear,what race,what school background or lifestyle they had before.
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Just today I notice something that made me smile, I decided that I was gonna finish nursing school at the same school I dropped out of 6 years ago today (2005), In 2005 I was 19 years old and a freshman at J sargeant Reynolds community college and My major is/was Nursing......Long story short God always has a ending for you life because those same people that I met in 2005 is in my life now that I lost contact with a few years ago, except for a few people that decided to walk out, for there own personal reason ((I so yet to forgive them for...Probaly NEVER)) anyways its true if somebody walks out of your life let them go.....if they come back ((does not matter how many times)) then GOD put them there for you to learn for that reason....I have learned alot from me being a 19 year old wild child to a Mature beautiful 25 year old college graduate (2007) I had so MANY setbacks and failures I lost count and gave up...but GOD never left me but I have to see that and I feel like I became that 19 year old freshman back in 2005 that was not seeking GOD's plans but my own selfish desires,wants,needs....and doing destructive things Iam doing now I want to leave this cycle but the more people I talk to besides GOD to give me a spiritual direction the more fustrated and confused I become and I stay in my set ways of distancing myself from everybody.....Running from relationships because of the disaster I had in 2008 telling a certian guyfriend that I feel in LOVE with him made me change the way I look at LOVE forever....I don't say LOVE anymore I only say it to me and my fam ((sometimes)) and my new puppy coming soon.....The main ppl who complian on FB is the ones who have children,but they dont understand they have a child a blessing from god....I chose not to have kids until Iam a happily married woman.....but Iam not that wifey material that most ppl see me as Iam a freespirit, a nurse, a good friend, a sister,....<3 Maybe one day I WILL settle down and get married and have children of my own....but I just need to leave that cycle of all MEN are dogs and Some Females are FAKE smh <3
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